I too randomly checked the blog today after a long time. You're right. there was a lot of potential and I also feel this regret. There's hope though. That hope comes in the ability to balance our lives. We have obligations to our studies here and to organizations that we think are beneficial to others. We did a poor job of balancing ourselves. Less is more. We have to remember that idea the rest of our time at Denison. Also.. as we get closer to senior year, we can't let ourselves leave this place and go off in a direction that leads us to a comfortable life. We MUST stop each other from doing that. None of us will be happy in that sort of lifestyle. Perhaps that's why we aren't happy here. Comfort is great and it feels really good, but it doesn't make you feel alive. Wrestling a bear would make me feel alive (but only for a few minutes before I would no longer feel alive - permanently). Maybe before 2nd semester starts we should make it a mandatory goal to do something outside of our comfort zone for Christ. We can share our experiences when we come back. I love y'all too.

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so i decided to randomly check the blog today after a 4 month break. i am ashamed. anyway, i looked at some of the old entries and they made me sad. there was so much potential and passion in our thoughts and hearts- and now all i feel is regret. regret for not providing action to the things i promised myself and shame that i wasnt more there for you guys. what is worse, i am sad that i have not been on the path that i think God wants me to be on. im going to pray about this, but can we seriously get some love going on here? love to you both.